Monday, September 25, 2006
Shawn my man. HAPPY estatic 18th, bro. You're the bestest dude around town. I have so much respect for you not for what you do but for who you are as a person. You're a great rocker and an even better friend. Thanks for standing by me when I feel like shit.
Happy euphoric 18th, Victoria. You're my star. You know you are. You're the funnest-terestestest girl in the world. (She'll never be bored, even when alone!) Vic, you alone light each star in the sky with your radience. You fill my heart with so much joy with these little things you do.
Happy spectacular 17, Rachel, you're for sure. You're the sweetest-etereestestestestterestest girl eeeever. you're sweet even when you're not exactly that sober. Rachel, you're waay more special than any other girl. There's something unexplainable about you that makes me realise that losing you in my life would be like the earth losing a God. Yep, if i was earth (i think i rock, does that count?) then you, my beautiful friend. You're a Goddess.
I know for sure these words don't do justice to how special the 3 of you are in my life. But given words, these are all i can muster up. The rest just aren't good enough. Maybe if my grasp of the english language was nearly as good as these girls it might cut it. But nevertheless, i love all of you. more than you think i do. more than you know. more than you can imagine.
You 3 have given me the best birthday gift ever. Yourselves in my life. I've made mistakes, yes, and i regret. But you look past them like they never existed in the first place. You bring me to the brink of heaven time and time again. I can't wait to see you later. (being 3 in the morning.)
Shawn, you're my bro. we're gonna rock this world for life. Vic, you'll make me know what bliss is forever. and Rachel, you'll keep me wondering if god puts angels on earth till the end of time.
i love you all.
Cashvin. 9/25/2006 03:22:00 AM
my comatose
its far too much for me.
scream.CashvinChristopher
20's not all that bad : finds solitude in the guitar. singing my lungs out. senseless expressive poetry. making a fool of myself. :)