Wednesday, October 04, 2006
I've just lost the only people I ever really loved.
I'm far beyond lost and waay past helpless.


Still, thank you for everything you've ever shown me.
You are and will always be amazing.
I'll always love you all.


Now I'm totally shit.
I'm complete.

and now it makes sense.

Break a Tear. May 2005.

...he screams in hope,
to be freed from this,
from the fucks he's seen,
from the girl he's missed,

he's bitten
and chewed,
he's loved
but screwed,

he's bled,
he's died,
he's told
and lied,

He's cried
and spoken,
He's bent
and broken,
He's pleading
on fallen knees,
pleading to anyone,
for pardon,
please.