Wednesday, April 25, 2007
last night i had the worst dream.

no it wasn't a nightmare.
it was just.
painful.

first, they made me beat my friend up.
and he sure as hell isn't a hi-bye friend.
he's like my brother. which made it so much worse.

then i watched a girl fling herself off the roof.
i knew i could have saved her. but i didn't do anything to stop her.

i know it doesn't sound like much.
but i woke with this terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach.
and tears.

it was. tragic.
wouldn't wish it on anyone.
damn.