Monday, August 27, 2007
Man the things people are subjected to. It makes the world feel much larger. And greatly empty. Like there's a huge void of emotion lurking.
But even so we make the best of it. If there's one thing we're good at, it's adaptation.
It's funny to see how someone can be blessed with all the riches in the world and lose it to trivial mistakes. There's life kicking you in the balls for you. And as bad as it seems, you're judged while you roll on the ground fighting to get back the wind knocked out. There's life kicking you in the balls again. This time when you're down.
Looking back on how far you've walked sometimes seems like a miracle. Then looking back on how much you've done - if it was tangible enough - would be a miracle. Now the papers start tomorrow and i'm hopeless. It's times like these i wish i did more right than wrong. Then again times like these happen to often.
I just hope luck's on my side this time. I'll keep my fingers crossed.
Cashvin. 8/27/2007 04:51:00 AM
my comatose
its far too much for me.
scream.CashvinChristopher
20's not all that bad : finds solitude in the guitar. singing my lungs out. senseless expressive poetry. making a fool of myself. :)